well HELLo, thats my sarcasm for this entry....... I was told today by someone very special that i need to look more at the positive things so here it goes. things with a curtain someone are looking up..... i pretty much just have to show her that we can get along better then we have in the past and show her things are different now and if i do that i think this could possibly be IT.... and all that implys, lol jking. but she maybe the "one". not that i really believe in there being a "one", i think theres many people out there for everyone that you could end up with and be very happy with, but the choices u make determine when, where, and which of those people you meet in ur life..... but anyway.....

seeing as i'm being positive today, i've done alot of work in the last two days, even though it was stuff like fixing my roof, triming my bushes, painting a friends deck, and i didnt get payed for any of it, but i got alot of stuff done!   And i can look at it as im not poor i'm just broke.....lol. But hey tomorrow should be fun, go hunting in the morning, watch football all day and hang out with the guys, so there is hope for this weekend. I've just noticed something the happier and more positive i try to be the more the sarcasm shows through, well look at this positively, i guess you should be happy with the way you are and just be urself, that being said i'm gonna go have a wonderful deep undisturbed sleep....... So i will talk to you hosers later.

well, well look who it is...... I'm bored once again, well this week hasn't been all that bad. sunday night was the best night of the week i'd say, played some poker with the guys, and watched a movie with a cute girl lol. I'm still waiting for that whole situation to come to a crashing halt, I bet it will happen, b/c hey its me and that how all my relationships go....... (brian, if ur the one reading this, I know what ur thinking, don't even say it...... atleast i'm trying to fix things with her.) But anyway.............. good news, we've had some work this week, but of course there's always bad news if there's good news.... I messed up my check book b/c i added wrong and i bounced a check.... a check i sent to my credit union to be put in a savings account..... so i guess it wasnt too bad, only cost me 25 dollars to my bank for the fee. but i'm still pretty pissed i did that.

Well i have church tonight, yay.... kids club is soooooo much fun anymore let me tell ya. after three years of watching them run around and me not really doing much except telling them not to do dumb stuff all the time, i'm pretty tired of it. sunday afternoon we went to eat with some people from camp.......we drove around for about 2 hours b/c we had NO directions to get there. two hours of driving for lunch. yeaaaa. (in forest gump's voice)... that's all i have to say about that. well i'm bored of writing in here so yea..... talk to you hosers later.

OH YEA....... have you figured it out yet, Ben.......

well not much good stuff to talk about today, we lost yesterday in the softball tourny, today was kinda boring, my issues with marsha didn't get much better, and i had to see coy like three times today...... I want to shoot that kid. And I have to get up in like 6 hours to go to work which like always i wanna skip, which andy's doing tomorrow that lucky piece of crap! later.............